How my Confidence and courage BEGAN?
I was crying and could not accept the death of my father. But I continue to live the dream of my father. I know my father always encourages me to not shy and self-reliance in the pursuit of success in my life. I do not want to cry again lost my father, I want to improve myself. I concentrate on my UPSR exam, never thought I could get my UPSR and 3A in the first spot in the class. From standard one to standard five, the first time I went on stage to receive the prize and received the title of “BEST STUDENT” SRK Long Urun school, Belaga.
Each end of the year, the school will hold concerts and competitions. The school will invite parents and the public to participate in this event. I requested and supported by teacher George Sidek, teacher Ahmad Milai and Maurrece to take part in Pageant QUEEN (Adults + Children 1 category), but to wear traditional costumes of Kenyah. I was crowned for the first time as a WINNER and receive big trophy as a gift. I have never received a trophy for never entered the competition. If my father were alive, would he happy to see and sure he is jumped to hug me now.
From level one to level four I login, I have no progress and success. I just spent time hanging out and stir my weak student. (Gangster). Then I felt bored and started thinking about my success in education. I used to be the best place because I got the highest marks in the subject of Trade. I never got the good ranking, but the highest score in the subjects.
I get bored when I was chosen as reserve player every tournament I enter. (They are very good from me). So I entered the club hockey and represented the school selected to represent Sarawak to Sukma-6 in the state.
I do not think I have talent in sports because I have trained hard to enter any club, such as volleyball, netball, basketball, but players are only as reserve player. Looks ugly right? I do not want to look stupid on the sidelines and as the cheerleader for the team as well.
Hockey club in the governance and trained by teacher Bob (forgot the name). One of our teachers, teacher Azhar has promised me if I can become a major player, he will give gifts to me, hockey stick. I take that as a challenge and encouragement. I am not mistaken, about 15-20 students who train and compete, we will be judged and selected as the players representing the school. Finally, I was selected as a key player and so the defender. I use all the confidence, courage and focus during practice and I want to WIN!
SMK Kapit, we were given a briefing on our competition schedule. Palpitations and panic, I did see many people in the school. But I persuaded myself to focus on my confidence.
I was selected to represent Zone 6 contest in Kuching. Here I met a very good player. They are exposed to the media and the latest information on hockey skills. I just have thenatural skills and confidence in myself.
When the competition ended, I felt proud and grateful of this hockey game has ended. I’m not interested to know the players selected to the Sukma to-6 in the state later. I know I have a lot to improve my skills. But, I heard my name called. Yes! Oh god!
With experience in this competition, I have learned that everyone has their own skills. I began to believe in myself and the chance to succeed too much out there. I have the experience and I started here to continue to learn and improve myself.
CONGRATULATIONS ADRINA !!

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