11st May 2011 (Wed) -4 days before my Besday.
I came to Kuala Lumpur for my meeting with my client, Rainforest Bornill Festival and potential opportunity event. The day i was rest in my sister (Linda Seliah Seng) house in Seri Kembangan, Selangor. I had planned on that night I will be going to meet a male friend for dinner. He’s name Mizi, actually he is one of my admired. hehehehe. My sister were felt bored and asking me to accompanying her jogging, just walking to Street Karnival The Mines. I am not in the mood but i were think why not, just spend time than not doing anything. I got dress up and sporty clothes.
“TRAUMA” began.
We were walking distance from the house, past a few rows of shops and petrol stations. Suddenly my sister groan eye contact with dust when a truck passed us. I ask her to the toilet petrol stations to wash the eyes so as not painful or prevent injury if rubbed. My sister told her eyes feel comfortable after washing are using water. We traveled out of the petrol station, suddenly I felt my right leg firmly rejected my body collapsed and fell into the road. I was confused and felt my body did not feel anything. I just realized when people are around me and a black car beside me.
I heard my sister shouted to the driver of the car, you no points when driving up to hit a pedestrian on the road? A Chinese man asked me, do you got or no injury? I tried to move all my limbs, but I think my legs are not fully right move. I think it is pounding because i feel something is wrong with my leg right. Someone suggested to the driver to send us to the nearest clinic for further examination. The driver agreed, and immediately tried to help me into the car. The driver of the non-stop stream apologize for negligence. I just answered, I hope my legs no injuries.
The driver said he had arrived a week from Korean to Malaysia. He looked between the ages of 26-30 years. Young. It seems like kind and he was very sorry about the incident that befell me. Far in my heart, just pray not to have injuries on my right leg. I tried to stand on my right leg but I feel very sick and my body started shivering in pain. Oh .. I started to feel something bad has happened on my right leg.
The situation is quite cars crowded in front of clinic and no parking spaces that appear. The driver ask us to alight first because he wants to find parking space. We follow and sister get a wheelchair to facilitate my movements into the clinic. After about 10 minutes, the driver had not appeared at the clinic, I asked my sister to register for the examination without waiting for just the driver.
Big “MISTAKE” in my life !!
Our mistake as too believe the driver had been and did not remember to take the car registration number. I know the driver had been going and will not come to the clinic, at least to show sympathy and care on what injuries due to negligence.
Temporary “PHYSICAL DISABILITY”.
After carrying out x-ray, the doctor confirmed the small bones my leg have broken and ankle far apart. I was like a dream to hear the results of x-rays. doctor recommended that I go to the hospital for treatment Serdang Hospital, Kuala Lumpur and write-ups. To prevent pain, doctors give an injection pain and some pain killer pills. I find it to be faint and still deny the incident happened to me.
2nd “MISTAKE” in my life (Chinese physician).
I contacted my friend in Johor Bahru to let know the incident a hit-run and the results of x-rays this afternoon. She urged me to return to Johor Bahru to try treatment with a Chinese physician for the past treatment of his brother he had brought a Chinese physician, healing quickly and easily. I agreed and made my management and depart from Kuala Lumpur where she would pick me up in Johor Bahru.
14th May 2011. (Zul gave a sticks for my birthday present). The day before my birthday, we continued to a Chinese physician for treatment. Chinese physician had seen the x-ray of my foot and had promised my legs will heal within two months at the latest. each treatment, the rate of RM60 and 2 times to come for treatment. I follow the treatment schedule as scheduled until two months more, I do not see changes in my legs heal. I began to feel the uneasiness and make plans to Hospital Kuala Lumpur.
16th. July.2011. I went to Kuala Lumpur by bus. Adam (IKEA) has to come pick me up at the Bus Terminal Kuala Lumpur.
18th. July.2011. My sister has been back to Bintulu, Sarawak a week holiday.
2th. August. 2011. I’m, my sister and Cynthia Sumam (My cousin) went to the Serdang hospital , the referral letter from the clinic, we continue to the emergency unit to process the treatment. I referred to a bone specialist and met with Mr. Yong. He was so angry and upset because I was so easy to believe a Chinese physician from continuing to seek further treatment at the Serdang Hospital, as recommended by the doctor’s clinic. Mr. Yong managed date my surgery my feet on the 16th August 2011 (Tuesday), but must admitted on 15th August 2011 (Monday-morning 8am). My foot surgery cost of RM 3.400. OO (fiber + iron) and RM 1,400.00 (screw + iron).
“PANIC and FEAR to ATTACK” !
15th August 2011 (Monday). 4pm. I was scolded by Mr.. Yong being delayed admitted to the ward patients in preparation for surgery the next day. Mr. Yong intimidated because angry to me with my surgery will withdraw the case if I did not come to the hospital before 4pm. I am upset and angry crying to Mr. Yong because I was afraid of needles and surgery. But I understand Mr. Yong was just doing his duty as a doctor who takes care of the patient.
I hate so much ward patients, but my perception changed when the patients, nurses and doctors are very kind and friendly to serve our whims. At 2am, the nurse told me to fast until the moment of my surgery tomorrow. During the night I could not sleep thinking about my surgery tomorrow. Succeed or fail? What was the end when I healed, the foot as normal or defective? To no post-operative pain? How long will my foot to heal? I have concerned myself crying, lonely, sad and very disappointed. This will return my sins on this earth? Have I hurt someone? Where is it me? because I forgot the divine?
I pray, O Lord my God, you forgive my sins and save me all this times.
My “SURGERY” and my “NIGHTMARE” began !
16th August 2011 (Tuesday). 2pm-5pm. Half an hour before my surgery, the nurse came and asked to change clothes ready the to operating room. When my wheeled beds pushed into operating rooms, my heart pounding fear. Along the way to the operating room, I do not forget to pray, bless, and read Al-Fatihah.
Doctor Kent as an anesthetist and Mr. Yong bone specialist with the group their assistants, began the operation by Doctor Kent anesthetic injection into my spine. Semi-conscious. I remember my son, Mohd Faiz and my mother, Diki Apui my pain Advent time. I cried because of all this grief I am weak and ignore them and not show my love.
I started to feel effective anesthetic started when I did not feel anything from below my waist. Extremely cold. Doctor Kent talked about the Salt Sarawak terubuk fish but I feel nausea, Doctor Kent then talked about the Sarawak layer cake. I told the Doctor Kent I want to sleep and when I wake up, I want all of this nightmare is complete. After that I was unconscious. I was wide awake when i heard the machine. Oh no! Why is this bad dream is not complete? I think my leg is lifted and pushed down and up like Mr.Yong has put steel into my legs. I am persuaded himself to sleep. I was wide awake when the doctor said Kent, 10 minutes to complete the operation. I was so happy and waiting for them to take me to my wheeled beds.
Ya ALLAH, Ya Tuhan ku…Thank so much to save me and forgive me.
I need a PAINKILLER or PILLS KILLER as long KILLER my PAIN !!
On that night, I experienced intense pain when the anesthetic effect had begun to run out. I begged the nurse to help injection painkillers. Luckily, the nurse quickly came and injection pain relievers. Approximately at 12am, the effect of painkillers lost, I appeal again the nurse to give injections, but the nurse refused to help because the injection is given according to schedule. Starting from 12am-8.30am at I did not sleep all night, moaning in pain and crying. I fell asleep but woke up tired to endure the pain any longer feel throbbing pain.
Exactly at 8.30pm, catering staff deliver food breakfast. I continue to enjoy my breakfast foods. Not long after that, doctors and nurses visiting patients to check progress. Nurses give injections for pain. I quickly clean my body with a damp cloth and a new change my clothes. I want to relax, sleep and wanted the pain quickly passed. With my ears to MP3 the most powerful voice volume. I no longer listen to other people talking and moaning in pain. I sleep well because of “exhaustion”.
I woke up at about 5pm when the snacks and afternoon tea is available, I quickly drink and eat. I continued to sleep for a while before the evening prayer by. I just noticed I did not piss of the morning, I refer to the nurse why my stomach abdomen felt very hard and very painful? Nurses quick check and enter bladder support hose line into my genitals. Oh No! I want to get up to go in to the toilet! Nurses are not allowed because the doctor had instructed me to not be getting out of bed. I have no choice! Most funny, after I do not want to use the rope host urinary aid, I am wearing adults pampers. Oh no! I can not imagine going through all this.
An expert will allow me to return the next day. Wow! I am very happy and want to jump out of bed to celebrate! But I know my legs will be cut by Mr. Yong prefer if I jump. ha ha ha ha ha. 
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17th August 2011. (Thursday). Mr. Yong came visited me and SMILE to me. WOW! It’s beautiful Mr. Yong if u often smile to me and i knew i will speedy recover. ha ha ha ha. Examination of the final state of my legs, some light physical training advice and an appointment with Mr. Yong. I am waiting for Cynthia to invite me and I can not wait to get out of this hospital.
In the time I fear, is concerned about myself and cry at the ‘there’, I got an inspiration after seeing the suffering of patients in ‘there’ more saddens me. They were so compassionate and much suffering, but their courage and tenacity, I felt myself much better and in some tests from the gods.
I have known Somanti (Indian) 2 years in hospital and Sim (China) is nearly four months in hospital, their condition is very shaken. Both legs broken, enter the iron from the thighs down, not up from the bed and finished their veins pricked with a needle. Thriller! May I be healing quickly and can visit them.
Through this experience made me feel very repentance and gratitude.
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